last few weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster. I didn't expect the anxiety to hit me this hard after the last bout during pre-reg year.
it was triggered by work stress, causing sleepless nights, then spiralling down into more anxiety, negative thoughts..until it got unbearable.
The Chans kindly took me into their home and fed me, prayed for me, brought me to see the psychiatrist, spoke to me, sat with me, responded to all my negative thoughts, were patient with me, sat with me some more...
I'm so grateful to God for them. And all the care and love from colleagues, friends and family.
I'm not there yet. And this emotional breakdown has only uncovered skeletons that had been dangling for a long time in my closet. It's uncomfortable.
But God, You are writing my story. Help me to continue to trust that You are using this whole situation to prune, sanctify, humble me. And for Your glory. Make Your glory my utmost desire.
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