Jul 2, 2026

takeaways from Crazy Love (Francis Chan) @ Cameron Highlands

 "O God, I have tasted Your goodness, and it has both satisfied me and made me thirsty for more. I am painfully conscious of my need for further grace. I am ashamed of my lack of desire. O God, the triune God, I want to want you; I long to be filled with longing; I thirst to be made more thirsty still. Show me Your glory, I pray Thee, so that I may know You indeed. Begin in mercy a new work of love within me. Say to my soul, "Rise up my love, my fair one, and come away." Then give me grace to rise and follow You up from this misty lowland where I have wandered so long." 


"Jesus, I need to give myself up. I am not strong enough to love You and walk with You on my own. I need You deeply and desperately. I believe You are worth it, that You are better than anything else I could have in this life or the next. I want You. And when I don't, I want to want You. Be all in me. Take all of me. Have your way with me."


"Try for a whole day to be conscious of heaven. So much is going on outside of this dimension & our existence."


"How we live out our days is the way we will live our lives. And how we live out our lives is a microcosm of the life of the church. We help set the pace for the church by listening, obeying and living Christ." 

May 18, 2026

companion

So, I've always loved fun etymology (word origin) facts. For example, 'Goodbye' originated from 'God be with ye'. Over time, it became 'God b'wy', and then 'goodbye'. Randomly decided to ask ChatGPT to give me more similar facts, so here we go!


1. Adiós (Spanish) → To God

From Spanish:

> a Dios = "to God"

Like saying, "I commend you to God."


2. Alarm → To arms!

From Italian:

> all'arme! = "to arms!"

A military warning cry.

Your morning alarm is historically a battlefield shout.


3. Candidate → Person in white

From Latin:

> candidus = shining white


Roman political hopefuls wore white togas:

> candidatus = white-robed applicant

Also related:

* *candid* = honest/open, metaphorically "clear/white"


(Next one up, my fave!)

4. Companion* → One who shares bread

From Latin:

> com = together

> panis = bread


So:

> companion = bread-sharing person

Someone you eat with.


Related:

* *company* shares the same root.


5. Lord → Loaf-ward

From Old English:

> hlāf-weard

> loaf + guardian

Originally:

> keeper of the bread


The lord was the bread-provider.



6. Muscle → Little mouse

From Latin:

> musculus = little mouse

Apparently flexing muscles under skin looked like mice scurrying around.

Very Roman observation.


7. Quarantine → Forty days

From Venetian/Italian:

> quaranta = forty

Ships were isolated:

> quarantina giorni = forty days

Especially during plague outbreaks.


8. Deadline → literal prison line

Originally from the American Civil War.

A "dead line" marked prison boundaries:

cross it and guards could shoot.


Now it means:

> submit report by Friday.


Apr 20, 2026

comma

It kinda feels wrong to post this, because it's not even my own haha. But I sent a photo of Miao to ChatGPT and asked it to write a poem: 


curled like a comma

in the middle of a sentence

the day forgot to finish


you sleep—

soft-spilled across a woven world

of quiet greens and borrowed light


patches of earth and sun

rest on your back

as if the sky practiced painting

and left you as its masterpiece


your paws, half-tucked dreams

your whiskers, still as held breath


what do you chase

in that small, secret country

behind your closed eyes?


here, time loosens—

and even the air

learns to be gentle


so i will not wake you

little keeper of peace

little proof

that rest

is a kind of grace

Apr 13, 2026

watermelon lychee

 


while i eat 

my watermelon lychee ice-cream


the sky tastes the same

pink cotton candy 

against the blue


a moment shared 

with two other souls


"God paints the sky," 

i taste it again

Apr 12, 2026

Love beyond reason

 Just sharing some excerpts from the book Love Beyond Reason (Moving God's love from your Head to your Heart):

1. It may be a very bad thing that I needed God to die for me, but it's a wonderful thing that God thinks I'm worth dying for. 


2. The main place you do the work of God is as you go along. It doesn't have to be in high-profile, important positions. It will happen, if it happens at all, in the routine, unspectacular corners of your life. As you go along. (Jesus noticed a blind man as he was walking along). 


3. What is the work of God? It is simply to see what Jesus would see if he were looking through my eyes, and respond as he would respond. 


4. The first task in spiritual life,..is simply this: to pay attention to God. This is challenging enough, considering the difficulty we have paying attention to anyone. Add to that the challenge of attending to a holy, mysterious, invisible God, and always our sin will attempt to distract us. We all have a kind of spiritual attention deficit disorder. 


5. "But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother.." Weaning means learning to live in stillness with unfulfilled desires. 


6. If you want to do the work of God, pay attention to people. Notice them. Especially notice the people nobody else notices..God has numbered every hair. If one falls out, He notices. When we live in the love of God, we begin to pay attention to people the way God pays attention to us.


7. One of the most important diagnostic questions I can ask myself is "Am I becoming more or less approachable?" How available am I to the people in my little world? Can my spouse say anything to me? Do I sometimes pause to put a hand on the shoulder of the people I work with, just to let them know I'm glad they're there? Am I getting better at listening to people without judging them? 


8. Be so filled with the life of Jesus that in touching the world, instead of its infecting us, we infect it..those who have been touched by Jesus have gone out spreading germs. Little joy germs, faith germs, belief bacteria. 


9. The Bible says the place where God's unswerving commitment to justice and God's undying longing to forgive meet is the cross. The cross is the declaration of God's hatred of sin and all the damage sin does. The cross is the declaration of God's love for sinners and his insatiable appetite to redeem them.


10. God's hope is that we will stop searching for infinite satisfaction from finite objects. His hope is that frustration will once more cause the prodigal son to stop rooting around in the pit trough and return to the father. Frustration in this sense is a kind of gift. It is one of the forms God's love takes for people who might otherwise throw their lives away on trivial pursuits. 


11. Any time you see a bird nibble some seeds you ate watching Love himself at work. Every time you wake up, think a thought, enjoy a meal, these are not random occurrences. They are Post-It notes of love that the Father keeps attaching to all creation, in the hopes that someone will read them.