Towards the end of 2011!

sunset, kuching 9th nov 2011

WHY! WHY! Why do I remember saying "time flies" in every end-of-the-year post!?


I don't like time when it flies. :(


This year was supposed to be slow..to let me relax a little after PMR and before SPM, to let me transit from little girl to big girl, but now BAM! And another year is over. 16 is almost over.


Nooo, I don't wanna be a little girl trapped in a 16 year old body! Noooo! Must. Grow. Upppppp. Usually people think of me as "mature", ahh, but people don't know me. The crazy meeeeeeeee who doesn't know what she wants, doesn't know what to blog about, and now I'm just typing without much thought because this blog's been stagnant for so long. Blogging for the sake of blogging. *sigh* why is this happening. Blogging is supposed to be a very "beneficial,fruitful,positive" activity. I was once the person who blogged constantly,..once a week. Why do people, including me, stop blogging like we used to? Because we all have our own lives and blogging becomes something very..redundant since no one really reads blogs nowadays? Who are we blogging for? Ourselves? 


Seriously not pumped up for holidays. I secretly wish that we had more days at school. At least we get to talk all day with our friends. I like holidays, but I don't wanna spend my holidays doing nothing. Waste them away. I need something REALLY good to do during the holidays. 


I really hate the spirit of arrogance and jealousy in me. :(


Stay tuned for less posts. Stop reading and go do something good today! Something that will make you sleep tonight feeling "aaah at least I did something today". Love that feeling. 




Byeeeeeee and smileeeeee bleh. Bai

Smile at your own risk.